See You Never

by Sad Jock

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Written, performed, mixed, and recorded by Emily Spagnuolo.

Written in her dorm in Keene, NH
Recorded in her bedroom in Quincy, MA + Keene, NH

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released January 1, 2017

-- CREDS --

A big thanks to my friends and family, as well as those who inspired me to write this album.

I also want to thank Jordan Reidinger and Like Young Records for finding potential and beauty in this album and believing in it enough to press it.

((@brendan power wash the chicken))

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Sad Jock Boston, Massachusetts

sad jock is a solo project that was started by Emily Spagnuolo in her dorm in Keene, NH.

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Track Name: unholy ghost
you said i'm elusive
i'm a mess
in robbie's bed
where i'm stressed
cause you know me so well

but i'm always driving
and you're always laughing at funny jokes

dying implies nothing
just a blend
of hospital beds
and orchids
to aid your withering

cause you're a ghost
you're lingering on
i hope when winter comes
you'll be gone

you said
you're destructive
you're a mess
can't love unless you're unhinged
well i am seeing stars

cause you're a ghost
you're lingering on
i hope when winter comes
you'll be gone

unholy ghost
Track Name: universal
i don't want you to be
happy for me
so i won't be happy
i know you're self centered
you've got yourself an orbiter
i hope the big bang comes
and takes away the universe

and dies
Track Name: wander
a little snow falls
on my window
wonder if
its snowing
back home

do you ever
take the time
to let me travel
through your mind

i get high
let you go
are you
lying in the
snow

angels carved
in dusty coats
i get high
let you go

do you ever take the time
to let me wander through your mind
Track Name: december fifth
i don't do breakfast
i do boges
i know now i'd rather be alone

you’re in my sheets
and your staining my teeth
you have every part of me

i don't think i love myself
used to be so loving now
love is on the shelf

existence always giving me hell

i don't do breakfast
i do boges
i know now i'd rather be alone
Track Name: mike yard, you were in my dream last night (demo)
mike yard you were in my dream last night
playing guitar capo seven like this
i wanted to be your friend when i moved in
started smoking outside at the same time
you're awfully nice for a party guy
the ceiling is my best friend when i'm brooding
i wanna go to sleep but thats not happening tonight
mike and i will go out and we'll get high
worry about our problems when were not fucked up
he's awfully nice for a party guy
Track Name: lame underneath
i don’t touch the pillows
where you laid your head
i don’t wanna go to sleep
in my own bed

when you talk about your friends
and act like they know what you did
go off and go
“tell them” again

i wanna be in yr skin
alarms are going off again
what have I turned in to?
what are we gonna do?

cast a wavy spell
to loosen up my hands
I’m seduced and i am slipping
in to trance

confrontation's on the list
as i am whirling through yr wit
i don’t think i could trust you again

when you’re down in west mass
i hope everybody hears your sound
i hope everybody knows what you’re
all about

like a worn tv
with static on the screen
what don’t you see in me
am i just lame underneath?

awfully white with bleach
just looking at my feet
why do you have to leave
I keep missing on repeat

what have I turned into?
what are we gonna do?
Track Name: zero
you are the reason that i
started smoking
cigarettes again

i was doing so well
i was doing so well
for myself

you are the reason that i
started smoking
cigarettes again

my fingertips
are freezing
im a failure everywhere i go

my body says
choke on another one
and it will rid you from my mind

i said i would quit you
but i have zero self control
oh its just zero to the bone

its just zero to the bone
use me

you are the reason that i
started smoking
cigarettes again

i was doing so well
i was doing so well
for myself

you are the reason that i
started smoking
cigarettes again

sentiment feels like a lost cause
i guess my body is okay
except i don’t feel a single thing
(everything’s happening, i wanna be nowhere)
(you wouldn’t let me fizzle out)

you are the reason that i
started smoking
cigarettes again